What Does Depression Feel Like?

Depression

de·pres·sion

Feelings of severe despondency and dejection. 

“Just another caricature. See how temptation leads. It sells me the lies, like a sheep in disguise. With every word it plants another seed. I feel a change in the atmosphere. I never thought I’d end up back here. Divided, alone, afraid. In a breath my chains reappear.” 

Depression is not a very good feeling. Depression can be caused by many things. To me the most common one is bullying. I was bullied when I was growing up but I would always brush it off cause people were just pain rude back then. People that bully think It’s ok to other people down. Well, It’s not. Bullying can lead to depression and depression can lead to suicide and suicide can lead to death. Depression and suicide are the 2 worst things that are on this list.

Many things can happen when you are in a depressed state. Like for me I was always in pain. I would always be in pain cause I was physically bullied but when I am home feeling depressed there is a shot of pain that goes throughout my body. I would hardly want to eat because I lost a little bit of my appetite.

Depression can lead to a lot of things. The most common one is suicidal thoughts or actually attepting it.

Suicide

Medical Definition of suicide. 1 :the act or an instance of taking one’s own life voluntarily and intentionally. 2 :a person who commits or attempts suicide.medical Definition of suicide. 1 :the act or an instance of taking one’s own life voluntarily and intentionally. 2 :a person who commits or attempts suicide. 

I didn’t really attempt suicide when I was in 6th grade. But, I did have suicidal thoughts but I never planed out my suicide attempt. There is nothing more heartbreaking for a family to hear that a loved on had killed themselves because they feel like they don’t belong on this earth anymore.

If you feel alone or you feel like you don’t belong here anymore, you are not alone and you have so much purpose. I felt like I didn’t have a purpose for so long cause people would always label me as different. But, I never did it cause I knew that my family would miss me and I would of never have met all of my friends that I have today.

YOU are not alone and keep fighting.

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